She starts to annoy me again. Gosh, she should stop bragging about it since I can see it with my two eyes. She acts like a goddamn teenager. She’s 40 something, by the way. And yet she annoys the hell out of me like a fucking 14 year old. It’s not that I don’t love her. I do LOVE her but I just don’t like her attitude sometimes. She keeps on saying how beautiful in her days until now. But she doesn’t need to say it so smugly. She’s past her prime now. I understand that I can never be like her even though she’s my mother. I have my own life and I need to live it my way. My decisions, my imperfections. And if she didn’t accept that then might as well say goodbye to me if she doesn’t change her perception about her ugly daughter.
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.