AND I DON’T KNOW WHY. Maybe because I’m lonely this summer and I have no one who inspires me. Wow, that was deep. I mean there are PERSONS who inspire me but you know what I REALLY REALLY MEAN. Rightt??
I feel weird. I feel like crying but I really wanted to laugh. Maybe something is wrong with me. I feel so inecure maybe? Oh god. I am insecure. UGH. This is suicide. Not that I want to die right now. I still want to go to college you know. I love my family and friends. But there’s this person I would like to kill right now and it’s a big shusssh right now, okay. It’s actually a … No never mind. She might read this one and then she will start pestering me again. Ugh, I hate the likes of her.